Belladonna

You're the dawn that paints my sky, A spark that lights the darkest night. With every word, a flower blooms, Sweet as honey, soft as moons. You’re the ease to my heavy heart, A whisper soft that soothes each part. Moments grow beneath your care, Joy expanding with every stare. You lift me up when the world falls apart, A hope that blossoms deep in my heart. With gentle love, you guide my way, A shaded bridge beneath the stars' sway. You craft delight in a world so wild, A hope that blooms, tender and mild. Your words, my love, are all I need, A sweet escape from all I see.

I long to speak, but words won't stay, They stumble, falter, fade away. This love, unspoken, weighs me down, A heavy cross I dare not crown. It pulls me close, then leaves me bare, A tender warmth, yet cold despair. I reach for you, but fear the sting, Of fragile hearts and what love brings. The tides of love, both calm and cruel, A game of hearts, a bitter duel. It sinks so deep, yet keeps me bound— A fleeting whisper, never found. And yet, despite this endless ache, My heart still beats for your sweet sake. A fleeting whisper, soft and true, Carries my love—unheard by you.

Fragile Confessions of a Fearful Heart I long to see you, but I cannot go, For fear you'll glimpse the cracks I show. A part of me I dare not face, A fragile soul in a fragile place. Would you turn, would you walk away, If you saw the mess I am today? The fear of losing what we’ve made, Haunts my nights and clouds my days. How can love find a home in me, When I can't love the face I see? With flaws unhidden, and beauty rare, I’m scared I’ll fade in the world you share. I dread the moment our hearts might part, A fragile bond torn from the start. And though I ache to let you near, I’m trapped within my quiet fear.

Home --- Was waiting for a light to shine, Until I found solace In depths of darkness. For in the dark, there's no shadow. Pain is comfort, despair is home, Where tears fall like autumn's leaves alone. The silence is my lullaby; In sorrow's darkness, I reside. In this abyss, I find my peace, A strange solace, a dark release From expectations, from desires, Free from the weight of burning fires. Here, I am free to wander wide In shadows that are my heart's inside. No judgment, no pretense to hide, Just the quiet, hollow sense to abide. Stillness, emptiness, space to breathe, Where thoughts and emotions softly seethe. And in the void, I find my way To a somber peace, in endless day. ---

Echoes of Silence 

Aisle Of Life I really hope, it's him by my side, Through the aisle of life. With every step, with every breath, His love shines bright, calming my depth. In laughter and tears, joy and strife, He's my partner, sharing life. Through life's ups and downs, we'll find our way, Together, come what may. In his arms, my heart finds its nest, With him, love beats at its best. With every sunrise, every night, I'll cherish him, holding tight. Through life's twists and turns, we'll face the test, Together, forever, our love will find its best. I really hope, it's him by my side, Through the aisle of life.

  Haunting Memories  I once found you annoying, The type I'd avoid, yet you remained. Your persistence wore me down, And I grew comfortable, unaware. You made new connections, moved on, Left me lonely, lost, and forlorn. I silently fell for you, While you praised another's beauty. I masked my pain with a smile, As you walked away, without a glance. Now, memories of our time haunt, Longing for what could never be mine.

If Only He Were Mine If only he were mine to hold, I'd wrap him tight, never to grow cold. Lips would meet, hearts beating fast, Bound together, our love would last. In his eyes, my soul would dwell, With every breath, my love would swell. I'd cherish every smile, every tear, And wipe away each sorrow, every fear. With gentle touch, I'd soothe his skin, And in his arms, find my haven within. Together we'd dance, under starry skies, And our love song, the world would realize. In dreams, I see our future bright, A love that shines through endless night. If only he were mine, I'd make it true, Forever and always, my heart beats for you.