Echoes Of Silence

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Echoes of Silence 



I know you've changed. I know you wish to be with real people. I know you want to escape this all because we are just so similar. Our experiences have been more or less the same, and I can understand why you wouldn't want to be here with me. After all, I'm still in the hell you're trying to avoid.


I know you're suffering, and so am I, but I know I can't do anything other than avoid it. How I wish I could hug you and let you be yourself—not weird, not awkward, just yourself. But isn't this selfish of me—to know you without fully opening myself up to you?


What do I do? I'm helpless. I don’t know what to do or what to say. I just don’t know how to open up. I guess we both just need a hug, but neither of us has the courage to ask for it. And even if we did, would people really understand what we truly need?


I don’t know what all of this means, but I don’t want us to feel this way. When will the loneliness end? When will the desire to be someone else fade away? When is all of this supposed to change?


I want us to be ourselves—for ourselves. I want us to be forever, just for ourselves and all for ourselves.



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