Lost in the Void

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I don't know where I am,

or where I should be.

I am nothing, I feel nothing,

but somehow, it still drowns me.


Is this better than being numb?

Is this worse than feeling pain?

I don’t know—I don’t know anything,

just the weight of my own name.


I hate this, I hate this,

this silence that screams.

I want to run, to fade, to disappear,

or maybe just breathe.


But how? How do I move,

when the air is too thick to take in?

How do I speak,

when my voice is swallowed whole?


I don’t know.

I don’t know.

I just don’t know.

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