Belladonna

A lot has changed yet here we are,  the ink the ick and the grawling past. The world has dressed in night so bright, Still i Crawl back to just write. So I write my pain so dear, The misery still bears my fear. Although light now greets me well, Misery is where I find my spear. Months of silence nearly won the race, Before the countdown stole my breath.  But as the year turns it's weary face, I reclaim the very own misery I left.

I’m scared of you, dear, I’m scared — and I don’t lie. I don’t know what to do anymore, Just watching you makes me cry. I’m scared of how you flinch At the thought of losing me, How you carve that pain into skin Like love needs proof to be. I’m scared of how you smile While talking of blood and war. You’re soft and sweet and lovely, But your mind keeps asking for more. I’m scared of the way you think, Not of who you truly are, But of the thoughts that drive you mad, That tear your soul apart. I’m scared because I love you, And love should feel like peace, But some nights it grips my chest, And the fear just won’t release. I wish I could hold you still, Quiet the thunder in your head. But I’m scared I’ll die inside this fear, With a heart so fragile, you never meant to break..

Then I met him— He who truly saw me. He who loved me, just as fiercely, matched my heart, beat for beat. Now I’ve fallen deep, past the edge of reason's seep. Deeper than the limits of madness, into something I can’t even name. It feels so off-limits, yet it’s the truest thing I’ve ever known. Unstoppable. Untamed. I’m so in love.

We’re so young, it feels surreal, Yet I crave a life with you for real. Each day without you aches a bit, Like love’s too big and I can't quit. I hated marriage all my life, Never dreamt of being a wife. But now that you exist so true, All I want is to marry you. You’re younger, yeah, that part is clear, But love don’t care for age, my dear. We’re growing up, not just in love, But in the life we’re dreaming of. I want to see you, face to face, To hold you close in warm embrace. But till that day, I’ll wait and stay, ‘Cause you and I—we’ll find our way. You’re not just words you never mean, You’re every promise I have seen. And deep inside I truly know, You’ll keep them all, and help us grow. I know you love me, yes you do, But babe, I swear I love you more too. More than the stars, more than the sky, More than the world knows how to try. I thought I wrote best when in pain, That misery fed my poet brain. But love this deep, it speaks so loud— Enough to make my pen feel proud.

Misery, I miss it, Like sun misses the moon so far. A whisper in hollow, Where hurt was home. I’m healing now, or so I say, In days that come and go away. I wear this calm like borrowed mask, Like shifted shape and tattered heart. I’m at peace — I guess. Soft, polite, and far too still. But ohh, the Chaos — it used to sing, And I — I used to feel. I miss the bruises I called mine, The echoed screams behind my eyes. They held me close, they knew my name, In ways this Silence could never compare. Perhaps I wore the ache too long, Stitched the sorrow deep along. Now joy feels foreign, love feels light, And I miss the part that used to fright. So here I stand — half whole, half gone, Torn between the dusk and dawn, Craving for what once tore me apart, Aching for ache that named my heart.

You're different—not in the feared kind of way, But in how the sky paints a softer day. A rare kind of glow that quietly stays, In the most beautiful, wordless way. I know you're human, still learning to be, You trip, you ache, yet grow like a tree. Mistakes don't scare you—they set you free, And not everyone learns, you see. Perfection's a myth, a tale we outgrow, But the effort you give? It endlessly shows. That spark in your spirit, steady and slow, Is the part of you I love the most. You are who you are—flawed, true, becoming, Your heart is soft, wild, always humming. And I love you for all that's still coming, All that you are, and all you're becoming.

All I write is a flame of pain, Where poisons pulse and twist my brain. I beg of you—please, stay away From the mess I’ve made, my grand façade. You’re a star, while I’m night-gale dark, My love’s a wine—you dive in deep. And now you're here, already within, Let me give you all that’s steady beneath my sin. So take this heart, though stitched and torn, A sacred flame forever sworn. I’ll burn for you, both bright and true— Even if it ruins me to.

Why can't I write without tears, Each word a wound so dear, Scratching my heart with pain— Like thunder chasing gentle rain. Why do I need to bleed to feel, To scrape the truth, to make it real? My mind, a maze of restless storms, Longing to break, shift, and transform. Why the hell is it like this? Hope—a ghost I always miss. Why can't I just simply be, Without this ache anchoring me? This feeling, a mess that pulls me deep, In darkness, where no light dares to seep. Always lingering, always near— A hell in mind so close to bear. Yet somewhere, in the silence I keep, A whisper stirs beneath the deep. Not hope, not peace—but something small, The will to rise, despite it all.

Warned ya babe, don’t trust my words, For liars hurt like knife-cut bones, As they follow a path unknown, Crafting truth with hollow tones. A love so sweet might be a trap—a lie, Promises all a hidden disguise, So hold your heart as it might cry, For even the stars can whisper goodbyes. I touch like warmth—in cold so bad, But burn like hell in moments unsaid. Cursed are my veins you choose to care, So don’t lean in the calm—unfair. I'll break your heart in pieces unclaimed, Then haunt your nights—leaving a trail. Guilt in gaze but charming lies, You’ll think it’s love, while damage flies. So warned ya babe, one final time, This love’s a crime dressed up in rhyme. If you stay, you’ll bleed all life— For all I do is ruin and rise.

 — by the girl who believed a little too much I'm done with pixel-perfect lies, Face-painted hidden disguise. Love can't bloom where truth won't stay, So I'm wanting to walk away today. I fell for a voice so far — a lie That wasn't his at all. Warmth that felt like home, so fake, A ghost I learned too late to take. He let me love a shadow dance, Watched me fall for a false romance. Smiled while wearing a borrowed face, Erasing all that time and space. This ain't anger, just a plea, A dignity born from pain so deep. No explanations needed — I'm done being broken at the end. Stayed for a soul I thought was true, Not for a mask, not for the view. Now I'm shattered once again For his lies and all he's done.

Unstable again, the storm returns, A mess inside that aches and burns. I don’t know what I’m meant to do, This hollow pain feels far too true. It’s weird, it’s loud, it doesn’t cease, It steals my rest, disturbs my peace. I hate the weight it brings each time, Its rhythm beats against my rhyme. It creeps inside, beneath my skin, A war I lose, I cannot win. To bone and back, it makes its mark, A haunting howl within the dark. It’s stayed for years, it won’t let go, A shadow cast on all I know. I name it not, yet feel it near— This feeling fed by quiet fear.

Ohh, they talk about getting loved by a poet But ohh my dear, to love a poet— It's hard to love, But harder to believe. To love a poet is To love a storm indeed, They may be in love, But won't let it rise. They push 'em far, They let 'em go, And still not show The slightest glow. They pen your smile, But not your name, They burn in silence, And call it fame. They’ll write you skies With words so deep— But never promise The stars they keep. So if you fall, fall not too fast, For poets love like shadows cast— Flickering, fading, yet always near, Whispering truths you’ll never hear.

I love you—more than the word ever dared, more than ink or breath has shared. Your name—it’s laced with quiet grace, but it’s your heart that holds my place. You make me feel like I belong in a world where I’ve felt wrong so long. You mirror parts I’ve yet to claim, and love me still, through joy and shame. I once sank deep in silent pain, overwhelmed by the smallest strain. But now—a little less ache, more light, a little more peace through softer night. You taught me care, you taught me grace, you helped me find my own embrace. And still, each day, my heart will say— “I love him more, come what may.” So may we walk through loss and gleam, through stumbles, storms, and every dream. In every tear and every smile— stay with me, if just a while—a lifetime. ~For him <3

Dear Mumma, I don’t want to disappoint you. I know you have high hopes for me—and not just any hopes, but dreams stitched with love and belief. But somewhere along the way, I’ve started to feel like I’ve already let you down. Not just you—myself, too. And that’s the hardest part. I don’t know how to keep doing things anymore. My passion—it feels like it’s flickered out. I feel stuck, like I’m trying to move in quicksand. There’s no energy left in me—not even for the things I once loved. Lately, I can’t tell if I even like anything at all. Everything feels dull, like the world lost its color. There’s nothing that excites me, nothing that makes me feel alive. I’m so sorry, mum. I know I’ve disappointed you. And that thought alone is enough to break me. Yours, always, Your child (I’m sorry)

Something that day, died within me— a spark misplaced, a dream set free. A home, once mine, a destined place, changed its path, left no trace. What did I lose? I still don’t know— a faded dream, or passion’s glow.

Not so sane, I guess— These feelings on the verge Have got me screaming, Again... insane. Been here before. Again, I come. For nothing I hold Can make me numb. I can’t breathe In this space. For here, you loved me— Just to fade. I can’t cry. Neither can I pray. Hollow, I stay In this place—insane.

Back to sane No feelings in vain, Just sitting in silence, With all that's insane. Been here before— I'm back, my friend. For all I've got Is you to stay. Let me breathe In your grace, For here I find My resting place. Let me cry, Let me pray— I'll be quiet, Just let this end. This one’s not about a person. It’s about that quiet place inside me where my heart and mind finally meet and are at peace—where everything just slows down. I’ve been there before, and I always find myself going back when things get a little too loud. Back to sane is a reminder that sometimes, peace doesn’t come from outside. It’s already there, within me—I just need to sit with it for a while.

I don’t even remember what happened between us— but every time I think of you, my heart just hurts. It aches in a way I can’t even explain. I’m tired of this feeling, don’t know why it still lingers. There’s a difference— heartbreak and heartache. I’ve felt both. But this ache...it never left. It comes back when I least expect it. When I see you laugh with people who aren’t me. When I hear from others that you cry, that you miss me— but you never said it. Not once. Not to me. I gave you so many chances. I waited. You let them all go. That’s not on me. So why am I still crying? Why now, after all this time? I thought I was fine... but then you showed up again. What do you even want from me? Why do I still feel like this? I used to be alright. Now all I do is, cry all night. Do you miss me— or do you just want someone? Anyone? I don’t even know anymore.

Oh my dear, I wished not to care, But when you laugh with others—my blood flares. How I wish you'd just disappear, Yet now you wish to linger near. Oh my dear, just let me breathe, Why this ache that hides beneath? You say you want to stay awhile— But not to me—you gift that smile. Oh my dear, come speak to me, I won't vanish, I won't flee. But don’t leave words for others to keep, Come say them to me—cut deep, cut sweet.

They say I didn’t care. They say I never looked back. But they didn’t see how My eyes never really looked away. They don’t know What it’s like to give love Like it’s the only language you know, And still be misunderstood. He cried when I stopped— But not because he lost me, Only because he lost The warmth he never earned. He didn’t love me. He loved how I made him feel. And when the world got cold, He remembered the warmth. But I’m not a fire you borrow On winter nights Just because no one else Kept you warm. So I said no. Not because I stopped loving, But because I started Loving myself.

Ek aisa pyaar mere bhi naam ho, jo kitaabon mein sirf syaahi sa na ho, jo adhoore khwab jaisa na ho, balki haqiqat mein meri zindagi ka hissa ho. Ek aisa pyaar mere bhi naam ho, jo mohabbat lafz se zyada mohabbat kare, jo mehez ache lamhon mein nahi, balki andheron mein ujale sa aaye. Ek aisa pyaar mere bhi naam ho, jo kaanton ko bhi phool banaye, jo takleefon mein door na jaye, balki haath thaam kar dil sehlaye. Ek aisa pyaar mere bhi naam ho, jo bewajah hi meri har shaam mein ho, jo sirf lafzon mein nahi, balki har ehsaas mein saath base. Ek aisa pyaar mere bhi naam ho, jo mohabbat ka har rang mujhe mehsoos karaye, jo mujhe adhura na chhode, balki meri har kamzori ko apna fakhar banaye. Ek aisa pyaar mere bhi naam ho, jo khud ro kar bhi mujhe hasaye, jo zindagi ke har mod par, mujhe sirf apna banaye.

I would've run, I would've faded, But you, my dear , stayed and held. I was broken, and so were you, But you gave me a home—a much-needed hood. My feelings run deep, But you, my dear , embedded deeper than deep. You held me firm and kept me close, But despite all, I need you more. Now that seasons have changed, I won't run, I won't fade, But you, my dear , might leave—I fea.r. I hold you close, like a suffocating breath, So now, my  LOVE , I set you free, from the ache that lingers beneath.

The place people call home, I name my hell. For all I've known is tomb, Of all the memories I bear. The walls hold secrets no one tells, Their silence louder than a cry. Each step I take, a shadow dwells, A past that never says goodbye. The air is thick with things unsaid, With love that left, with dreams that died. I close my eyes, but in my head, The ghosts still sit here by my side. The place people call safe, I call my cage. For all I’ve known is loss, And the weight of quiet rage.

I don't know where I am, or where I should be. I am nothing, I feel nothing, but somehow, it still drowns me. Is this better than being numb? Is this worse than feeling pain? I don’t know—I don’t know anything, just the weight of my own name. I hate this, I hate this, this silence that screams. I want to run, to fade, to disappear, or maybe just breathe. But how? How do I move, when the air is too thick to take in? How do I speak, when my voice is swallowed whole? I don’t know. I don’t know. I just don’t know.

  Running from myself, chasing shadows that aren’t mine, I’ve been carving out pieces of my soul to fit into molds that crumble. This isn’t who I am— it never was, it could never be. I hate the way I drift, circling others, losing myself. But solitude isn’t salvation; it’s just an echo that deepens the void. Tears fall, but they’re just water— they carry none of the weight, none of the ache. My heart remains heavy, a stone I cannot lift. I want to move forward, but I’m trapped in the same place, blaming my mind, blaming myself— but excuses aren’t enough anymore. Something inside is off, something isn’t right. It’s not sadness, not anger, not fear— just an empty, numbing heaviness. that even time refuses to heal. Talking exhausts me. Breathing exhausts me. Living feels like drowning in stillness. So here I lie, caught in this in-between, hating what I’ve become but too tired to fight my way out.

When Stars Set  I'll wait for you, To come and get, I'll wait, Even if stars do set. Waiting patiently, For your sweet return, Even for a moment, Is forever to yearn. I'll wait for you, And love you true, Forever, always, And ever after, too.

IT WASN’T LOVE It wasn’t love, just a fleeting lie, A lonely heart too scared to cry. Desperate whispers filled the air, Grasping for someone who’d simply care. A kid, naive, in tangled strings, Calling obsession the love it brings. But love was never meant to weigh, A hollow ache that fades away. Loneliness sat beneath it all, A quiet scream, a desperate call. One soul, one face, the only way To keep the empty nights at bay. I see it now, the truth so clear, It wasn’t love that brought you near. Just a shadow, a fragile art, A borrowed warmth for a weary heart. ~ A Lonely Girl, Desperate to Fight Her Loneliness

The Ache Within ! Defeated by the world, undone by love, I wander, heavy, beneath stars above. A tempest stirs where silence resides, A fragile truth my heart still hides. An unspoken plea, a scream to the air, But who would notice? Who would care? Words fall hollow, like whispers on stone, People come, they go, and I’m left alone. Yet still, this heart beats, longing to bare Its shadowed depths to a soul who’ll dare— Not those who scoff, who cast me aside, But those who’ll stay, arms open wide. Once more, I choke on tears untamed, Breathless beneath a sky unnamed. No cure for this ache, no solace near, A quiet torment only I can hear. “I’m fine,” I murmur, though lies stain my breath, For my soul aches with a living death. Some bleed for love, for fleeting desire, But I bleed for family, their cold, quiet fire. Their words cut deep, unseen, unkind, Scars etched in places no one can find. Why speak at all, when it falls in vain? This war is mine, to bear the pain. They know not sorrow,...

Once Again. Can we meet, For the first time again, Not as friends, But something deeper—unspoken, untamed. I’d tell you the things I’ve hidden so well, The quiet dreams, The stories I’ll never tell. Not as buddies who laugh Through endless nights, But as two who wonder What if the stars aligned just right. It’s dangerous, this thought, A reckless spark in the rain. To cross the line we’ve drawn Would be both joy and pain. You’re my safe place, My treasure, my calm, The one I turn to When the world feels wrong. So I’ll keep this wish Tucked quietly away, For the bond we share Is too precious to fray. Still, I wonder— Could we meet once again? Not as friends, But as soulmates who'd stay.

Chosen You. Out of nowhere, these feelings surge, Unfamiliar, like whispers on the verge— I’ve never known love, nor how it feels to be loved, Yet here I stand, by these emotions shoved. It’s a longing I can’t quite define, A yearning to have your soul align with mine. To close the gap of hearts and miles, To trade silence for laughter, tears, and smiles. I dream of your arms, a gentle embrace, Of kisses shared, of a tender space. Of growing old with your hand in mine, A life together, a love divine. But fear, it lingers, a shadow so near, What if you fade, what if you disappear? What if all I imagine is but an illusion, A fragile hope met with confusion? You are my constant, my precious part, The tether that holds the pieces of my heart. I’d give you all of me, if only I could, But can I feel this way? Should I? I don’t understand this ache, this fire, Yet I know you’re the one I desire. To be closer, to be whole, to be true— My heart has chosen, and it’s chosen you.

Fictitious freedom I feel as though I was made for The cold nights, The quiet fights, The lingering hope of "I might." Might create something, Might achieve a dream, Might break away from it all And truly live—free. A life they call lonely I name my freedom. It may not seem lovely, But it’s my own kingdom. All I need Is the peace my soul has sought, The warmth beneath the frost That my room has always brought. That’s all I ask, Of life still yet to come: Find me whole, And let peace embrace me home.

WINTER AGAIN It is the time, The chill returns to claim its reign, A season marked by grief and pain, With icy threads that bind the veins. The frost clings heavy to the ground, A silence where no joy is found. Each breath a cloud of fleeting gray, Each step a ghost of yesterday. Beneath the sky, so cold, so wide, The world seems frozen from inside. Memories linger, sharp and clear, Like icy whispers near the ear. But winter comes, and winter goes, Through bitter winds and heavy snows. A season dark, yet not the end, For even ice will break and bend. So here we stand in winter's grip, A fragile, ever-drifting ship. And though the cold may seize the day, Spring waits  beneath this frozen sway.

You're the dawn that paints my sky, A spark that lights the darkest night. With every word, a flower blooms, Sweet as honey, soft as moons. You’re the ease to my heavy heart, A whisper soft that soothes each part. Moments grow beneath your care, Joy expanding with every stare. You lift me up when the world falls apart, A hope that blossoms deep in my heart. With gentle love, you guide my way, A shaded bridge beneath the stars' sway. You craft delight in a world so wild, A hope that blooms, tender and mild. Your words, my love, are all I need, A sweet escape from all I see.

I long to speak, but words won't stay, They stumble, falter, fade away. This love, unspoken, weighs me down, A heavy cross I dare not crown. It pulls me close, then leaves me bare, A tender warmth, yet cold despair. I reach for you, but fear the sting, Of fragile hearts and what love brings. The tides of love, both calm and cruel, A game of hearts, a bitter duel. It sinks so deep, yet keeps me bound— A fleeting whisper, never found. And yet, despite this endless ache, My heart still beats for your sweet sake. A fleeting whisper, soft and true, Carries my love—unheard by you.

Fragile Confessions of a Fearful Heart I long to see you, but I cannot go, For fear you'll glimpse the cracks I show. A part of me I dare not face, A fragile soul in a fragile place. Would you turn, would you walk away, If you saw the mess I am today? The fear of losing what we’ve made, Haunts my nights and clouds my days. How can love find a home in me, When I can't love the face I see? With flaws unhidden, and beauty rare, I’m scared I’ll fade in the world you share. I dread the moment our hearts might part, A fragile bond torn from the start. And though I ache to let you near, I’m trapped within my quiet fear.

Home --- Was waiting for a light to shine, Until I found solace In depths of darkness. For in the dark, there's no shadow. Pain is comfort, despair is home, Where tears fall like autumn's leaves alone. The silence is my lullaby; In sorrow's darkness, I reside. In this abyss, I find my peace, A strange solace, a dark release From expectations, from desires, Free from the weight of burning fires. Here, I am free to wander wide In shadows that are my heart's inside. No judgment, no pretense to hide, Just the quiet, hollow sense to abide. Stillness, emptiness, space to breathe, Where thoughts and emotions softly seethe. And in the void, I find my way To a somber peace, in endless day. ---

Echoes of Silence 

Aisle Of Life I really hope, it's him by my side, Through the aisle of life. With every step, with every breath, His love shines bright, calming my depth. In laughter and tears, joy and strife, He's my partner, sharing life. Through life's ups and downs, we'll find our way, Together, come what may. In his arms, my heart finds its nest, With him, love beats at its best. With every sunrise, every night, I'll cherish him, holding tight. Through life's twists and turns, we'll face the test, Together, forever, our love will find its best. I really hope, it's him by my side, Through the aisle of life.

  Haunting Memories  I once found you annoying, The type I'd avoid, yet you remained. Your persistence wore me down, And I grew comfortable, unaware. You made new connections, moved on, Left me lonely, lost, and forlorn. I silently fell for you, While you praised another's beauty. I masked my pain with a smile, As you walked away, without a glance. Now, memories of our time haunt, Longing for what could never be mine.

If Only He Were Mine If only he were mine to hold, I'd wrap him tight, never to grow cold. Lips would meet, hearts beating fast, Bound together, our love would last. In his eyes, my soul would dwell, With every breath, my love would swell. I'd cherish every smile, every tear, And wipe away each sorrow, every fear. With gentle touch, I'd soothe his skin, And in his arms, find my haven within. Together we'd dance, under starry skies, And our love song, the world would realize. In dreams, I see our future bright, A love that shines through endless night. If only he were mine, I'd make it true, Forever and always, my heart beats for you.

  Songs of flee Once a pretty soul Bounded by a crowl Walked along with me Singing songs of flee Only to believe life was better free Shadows chasing him Until the sun was dim Escaping till we breathe It's only been a week But soul feels so weak Fragile heart beats slow Longing for life to glow Now we run along Save us from the dim Hold on to what's bright Don't let the shadows win.

My Dear Friend  Dear Death, my final friend, We'll meet when life's journey ends. Until then, I'll patiently wait, So that in eternity, we never separate. In life's fleeting, fragile dance, I've known love, joy, and second chances. But with each breath, our meeting draws near, A reunion that casts out all fear. Your presence whispers secrets untold, Of realms beyond mortal sight and hold. A mystery that beckons me to roam, Free from the chains of life's brief home. When time's thin thread is finally snapped, And earthly bonds are forever relaxed, I'll find solace in your gentle hand, Guiding me through the unknown land. Together we'll stroll along the shore, Where stars and dreams forever roar. No goodbyes, no tears, no pain, Just eternal peace, and love's refrain. So I'll await our destined embrace, With heart and soul, in a quiet space. For in your company, I'll find my way, To a forever where love stays.

  Love's Whisper  What is this feeling I can't define, Heart fluttering, soul so divine. Surreal sensations, words untold, Longing for touch, young love to hold. Nervous heart, craving more, Uneasy apart, eyes locked galore. His gentle voice, my peaceful nest, By his side, my heart finds rest. Is this love's whisper or just the start? A feeling so strong, yet hard to chart.

In moonlit gardens, I bloom alone, A deadly beauty, with poisonous throne. My petals unfurl, like shadowy wings, Whispering secrets, to the midnight kings. Shadows dance around me, dark and tall, Their whispers weaving, a haunted call. Forgotten memories, like autumn leaves, Rustle beneath, my silken eaves. In cryptic messages, I reveal my heart, A language known, only to the dark. The moon above, casts an eerie glow, Illuminating paths, where few dare go. My scent enchants, like a siren's song, Luring victims, to their fatal throng. Yet, in my darkness, lies a strange allure, A beauty fatal, yet forever pure. So come, dear one, and heed my call, In whispers spoken, beneath the moon's pall. For in my shadows, secrets will unfold, And in my poison, stories will be told.

  Genuine Wave We can sit, we can talk, And do it often in the sun. But if you're here looking for fun, This is where you've got no turn. We can laugh, we can share, Depth of thoughts, without a care. But if you're seeking empty thrill, You're knocking on the wrong hill. In my space, sincerity reigns, No room for shallow, fleeting games. If genuine connection's what you seek, Then let's walk this path unique. Respect and trust, a must to stay, No room for games, come what may. If heart-to-hearts are what you crave, Then join me in this genuine wave.

Dance with me Dance with me, till our worlds collide, Dance with me, as if you're only mine. Dance as if we're the only ones, In this world where we forever shine. Dance with me, beneath starry skies, Dance with me, with loving eyes. In every step, our hearts entwine, Forever lost in love's sweet rhyme. Dance with me, through life's delight, Dance with me, through morning light. In every moment, we'll find our way, Together, come what may. Dance with me, in silence deep, Dance with me, in love's sweet sleep. Our love's symphony, echoes free, A love forever meant to be. 

The Neglected Romance of Stars People have romanticized the moon, To the extent that stars have been neglected. But stars are romance too— A romance that lights the darkest sky. A romance that fades in city brightness, A romance reserved for silent nights, A romance that dreams in endless heights, A romance worth living for. In constellations, stories unfold, Of myths and legends, young and old. Orion's belt, a celestial guide, Andromeda's beauty, side by side. Their gentle sparkle, a lover's sigh, A whispered promise in the evening sky. The stars' soft twinkle, a heartbeat's pace, A celestial waltz, in infinite space. So let us cherish these stars above, And find our own romance in their endless love. For in their light, our hearts take flight, And in their silence, our souls unite.

  Never Getting Close to You ! In celestial skies, stars shine bright, Untouchable, yet a wondrous sight. Like them, you sparkle in my eyes, A treasure cherished, from a safe surprise. Our friendship's bond, I hold so dear, A connection pure, without a fear. But love's warm flame, that burns inside, I dare not speak, lest our bond divide. So I'll admire you from afar, A radiant star, beyond my scar. No risk of harm, no danger near, Our friendship's sanctuary, always clear. Like stargazers, lost in the night, I'll gaze at you, with secret delight. Never getting close, yet always near, A love concealed, a friendship held dear.

Hope In Disguise Everyone thinks I'm fine, But only I know my heart's confine. Behind lively eyes, I conceal my pain, A mask that hides my true self in vain. No one understands, or so I've found, So I bear the weight, alone and bound. But still I hold on to hope's pure light, A beacon guiding through life's darkest night. Time heals, they say, and I believe, That rain will cease, and sunshine will relieve. Each bad day passes, making way for new, A rainbow after rain, a dawn breaks through. Not today, nor tomorrow, but one day, Change will come, and drive the blues away. I'll find my lost happiness, it's not gone, Just hidden, waiting to be rediscovered strong. So I'll keep moving forward, never still, Holding hope close, against life's chill. Go on, never lose hope, I tell my soul, A brighter future awaits, making me whole. ^_^ Keep shining, hold on to hope.

Fireflies Be like a firefly, Stay bright and fly high. You can't light up the sky, But can surely light up your sight. Amidst the vast, endless night, Your glow, a spark so slight, May seem small, a flickering gleam, Yet it's the bearer of dreams unseen. In shadows where silence lies, Your light whispers, "Hope never dies." Though the stars may outshine your glow, Your unique spark helps others grow. So dance with the winds, embrace the dark, Every flash leaves its radiant mark. You may be tiny, but you're not weak, For even small lights are what we seek. Be like a firefly, Illuminate hearts passing by. A beacon of courage, a flicker of grace, A little miracle in life's vast space.